Unlimited Cycles of Death: 45. Despair Paradise (12)
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When Zhou Yue met that person in his dream for the first time, he was still conducting daily training in the army. Halfway through the training, the captain called him out and said that there was a senior officer on it, and he wanted to meet Zhou Yue and talk about something. , There is still something to hand to Zhou Yue.
Zhou Yue was very strange at the time, because he had just joined the special forces at that time and didn’t know any superiors. In addition, he was directly promoted from the new barracks to join the special forces. Many people in the same period were jealous and jealous, and many people felt that he came in only after leaving the relationship. Except for the captain of the small team and the brothers of the small team, who were willing to cover him, everyone else didn't wait to see him.
So when he was called, Zhou Yue whispered in his heart. After seeing the superior, Zhou Yue became even more strange.
He didn't know this officer, but the other party called out Zhou Yue's name familiarly as soon as they met, and then asked the captain who had brought Zhou Yue to go out, saying that he wanted to talk to Zhou Yue alone.
Seeing the epaulettes of this superior officer, in the spirit of respecting superiors, Zhou Yue routinely salutes the army, and politely asks the other party what they have to do with him.
However, the officer didn't tell Zhou Yue anything, he just stuffed Zhou Yue a gadget.
A small model of a cross. If you look closely, you will find a small black snake wrapped around the cross.
When he got this model, Zhou Yue was at a loss. In an important place like the military, why should he give him such a small toy full of religious meaning? Although the above does not seem to restrict the military's religious beliefs, it will not specifically recruit religious believers into the ranks.
So Zhou Yue spoke, and he asked why the officer gave him this cross.
And the officer replied: "Your parents entrusted me to give this to you."
At that time, Zhou Yue hadn’t returned home for a long, long time. He planned to slowly sever contact with the family over the years. He cruelly left the parents who had raised him behind, and even decided to forget them as this life. I am just an orphan, and I have never had parents.
The reason why Zhou Yue is so cruel is that he suddenly realized that his parents had never regarded him as a child. They regarded Zhou Yue as an object, a tool... or even a pet. The rules of Zhou Yue were imposed on Zhou Yue and left to Zhou Yue to complete the things they did not complete. The things they thought were right, Zhou Yue must do. The things they thought were wrong, Zhou Yue must not touch them. They decided on Zhou Yue’s arbitrarily. Past and future, and never thought of asking Zhou Yue his own thoughts.
When Zhou Yue briefly told his family background to a brother who had a good relationship with him in the same period, the brother said this to Zhou Yue:
"Are you sure that your parents don’t raise you as a dog? Let you sit and you sit, let you stand and you stand, let you go east and you must not go west, and you will have to wag your tail for them in the future. Earn money for the elderly, and let them squander your youthful vitality at will. Brother, in this world, not every parent who has a child can be called a "parent". In addition to giving you money and food, they have given you any relatives like you Do you care about it?"
Such a simple sentence made Zhou Yue more aware of the current situation he was in. He felt that his brother was right. This was the first time he felt that he must leave the family without hesitation. Because he really...never felt the so-called "care" in his parents.
In addition to work, his father has always added various tasks to Zhou Yue and assigned him one goal after another. His grades cannot be lowered, he must pass the exam, he must participate in various training classes and tuition classes, and he must be the first in any competition. name. Apart from these, his father would hardly appear in front of Zhou Yue. Zhou Yue had never even seen his father have a second expression other than the stern face.
As for Zhou Yue’s mother, Xie Zhu, it’s almost the same. When she was young, she was Zhou Yue’s father’s work assistant. After she married into Zhou’s family, she surrounded Zhou’s work, connections, and upper class all day long. After all the trivial matters in the society, she never gave Zhou Yue many smiles. She always had a cold expression and kept a distance from him, as if they did not have a mother-child relationship. When Zhou Yue was a child, she would still hug. Zhou Yue, when he grew up, it was as if he had forgotten that he had a child like Zhou Yue.
Zhou Yue felt that there was not much feeling between his parents. I remember that when he was a child, Zhou Yue saw his parents alone together. Basically they were talking about work. When his mother stood by his father, she didn’t seem to be a wife. The role of a secretary or assistant. They are usually away from home when they are busy, and the servants and the aunts who cook are closer to Zhou Yue than they are.
Later, Zhou Yue escaped from the indifferent family under the pretext of enlisting in the army. After coming to the army for so many years, the figure of his parents gradually became distant in Zhou Yue's heart. Today, the officer came to visit suddenly and stuffed such a thing into Zhou Yue's hand and said It was given by his parents, which really surprised Zhou Yue.
The officer didn’t tell Zhou Yue why his parents gave him this kind of thing. He turned around and left. Zhou Yue had to take the small cross model and go back. Although the abnormality of the cross model could not be detected, this Things also gave Zhou Yue a bad feeling, so he originally planned to throw it away, but after thinking about it, he felt a little bit reluctant.
He has been in the team for so many years. It is not that his parents have not come to him, but when they do, they always come to reprimand Zhou Yue. They asked Zhou Yue to leave the team and go home as soon as possible, because there are still many things waiting for Zhou Yue to do at home. They repeatedly emphasized that they had cultivated Zhou Yue for so many years for Zhou Yue's future, and that a company as large as his family didn't want to take over, why should he suffer in such a place.
Zhou Yue listened to it, and felt that every sentence in the words of his parents revealed this meaning: hurry up and get me back to work!
Zhou Yue laughed as he listened, thinking that what his brother said was really true. His parents really treated him as a dog... Maybe even a dog. Zhou Yue was just for their Zhou family business. And a specially cultivated tool.
But even though he had understood so clearly, deep down in Zhou Yue's heart, there was still a trace of longing for his parents.
That night, Zhou Yue played with the cross model in his hand for a long time. Although the officer told him that it was something his parents gave him, Zhou Yue knew in his heart that he knew that this thing could never have been given to him by his parents.
Because Zhou Yue understands the character of his parents, neither his father nor his mother is of that kind, so he would somehow give him such a gadget. So, either someone deliberately tricked him, or the officer who gave the cross to Zhou Yue was lying, but why did he lie? Does this cross toy have any meaning?
Unknown, Zhou Yue carefully inspected the cross model for a long time. It is too common. No matter the material texture, there is no abnormality in any way, and there is no hidden mechanism. No problem in inspection. Zhou Yue of Zhou Yue simply put it on his bedside table at will. As a result, Zhou Yue had a dream after falling asleep that night.
In a dream, Zhou Yue met his first love, Mu Qin, whom he had never forgotten for many years.
Mu Qin in the dream is wearing a low-key luxurious black dress, dressed very beautifully, well-combed hair, bright black eyes, clean face and gentle smile.
He reached out to Zhou Yue and said that he would take Zhou Yue to a place.
Zhou Yue was very happy to see Mu Qin in his dream. Although he used to dream of Mu Qin, in Zhou Yue’s previous dreams, Mu Qin always looked hazy, separated from him. The one layer seems to be easy to break, but it is as strong as a golden diaphragm, but in this beautiful dream today, Mu Qin looks very clear, so clear that every expression on his face, his beautiful eyes, and his eyelashes can be clearly seen. Chu.
Zhou Yue was fascinated by Mu Qin like this, and his reason seemed to be flying away with a bird. He stretched out his hand fascinated and followed the so-called "Mu Qin" in front of him. He was too lazy to walk. Thinking about where "Mu Qin" would take him, he felt... Anyway, this world is just his dream, and since it is a dream, let's be happy.
However, this dream does not seem to be under Zhou Yue's control. The "Mu Qin" in the dream passed through the white fog and took him to a very desolate place...like an ancient ruin.
This ruin has collapsed statues and stone pillars, a destroyed marble roof, and some flint and stone lamps scattered on the ground but still burning. The huge ruin is located in a barren dead forest, covered by trees and rotting branches and leaves. The sky is dark and there are no stars, but there is a vast moon hanging in the sky. The silver moonlight shines on the ruined ruins. The whole scene is like a dream. It looks like a fantasy, like the world in a painting carved out by a top artist on the canvas.
In such a beautiful dream, "Mu Qin" took Zhou Yue's hand and led him into this ruin.
In the middle of the ruins, under the shining silver moonlight, Zhou Yue saw a huge seat resembling a certain throne on the wide open space. It was a throne carved from stone and ice crystals, the chair There are still some black vines entwined on it, blood-red flowers are in full bloom on the Tengman, and some butterflies even dance around the bright red flowers.
This beautiful throne is so tempting that Zhou Yue couldn't help being attracted by it after seeing it.
Then "Mu Qin" beside him also bewitched him in Zhou Yue's ear and said: "That chair is very beautiful, how about you go and sit down?"
Zhou Yue, who thought he could do whatever he wanted in his dreams, felt that it didn’t seem to be a big deal to sit in this chair, so he obeyed the bewitching of "Mu Qin" and walked towards the throne of ice crystals entwined with black vines. He passed, but just after he took a step, the "Muqin" beside him intercepted him and put a card into his palm, and said at the same time: "Take this, this is a symbol of the king."
Zhou Yue looked down and found that the card "Mu Qin" had put him in was a pure white card with a blank front and a starry sky and pentagram on the back.
Zhou Yue didn’t have time to think about why he wanted to sit on such an inexplicable throne in his dream, but it was the "Mu Qin" in the dream who asked him to do it, so Zhou Yue went, and he took Mu Qinsai. The white card given to him walked in front of the throne. First, he subconsciously reached out and touched the throne's arms. Most of this chair was carved with ice crystals. Only the base underneath was made of marble. It felt cold and bitter to the bones.
For some reason, this coldness also made Zhou Yue's chaotic consciousness a little awake. He felt very strange, why is this dream so real? The real ruin scene, the real silver moonlight, the real cold temperature, and the real "Muqin" behind it.
Zhou Yue looked back at "Mu Qin".
The "Mu Qin" was smiling at him. His smile was exaggerated and slightly hideous, which made Zhou Yue a little uncomfortable, because in Zhou Yue's memory, Mu Qin seldom smiled so exaggeratedly and hideously, Mu Qin Mu Qin's smile is faint, Mu Qin is very gentle, Mu Qin always puts on a soft side in front of Zhou Yue, put away his water chestnut and sharp edge, obedient and soft. However, it was precisely because Mu Qin always behaved so softly in front of Zhou Yue that Zhou Yue would become more and more adept at that time, and would knock Mu Qin down and use various means to bully him.
"What's the matter? Sit up." The "Mu Qin" in front of Zhou Yue spoke to him, his voice suppressed some unspeakable excitement and excitement, "Sit on that throne, and then we can have a lot of things. Talk slowly."
Zhou Yue couldn't help but ask: "Who are you?"
"I'm Muchin, your favorite Muchin, your favorite Muchin." That "Muchin" said.
Zhou Yue shook his head, he was puzzled: "You are not Muqin, you are not..."
"Of course I am!" The tone of the "Mu Qin" sentence suddenly went up, frightening Zhou Yue, and then "Mu Qin" stepped forward, walked to Zhou Yue's side, and grabbed Zhou Yue. With his hand, his tone lowered and softened. He even leaned against Zhou Yue: "Did I forget me? In our high school years, you were not understood by others, and you were not understood by your parents. Only I was there. By your side, we have been together so happily, do you want to forget these?"
Zhou Yue subconsciously refuted: "No, of course I will not forget...I..."
"Then why don't you listen to me?" The other party's voice was bewitching, "You don't love me? Do you hate me?"
"No, I don't hate you..." Zhou Yue's eyes widened and looked at the eyes of "Mu Qin" in front of him. His eyes were indeed familiar to Zhou Yue, and they were generally indistinguishable.
"Then come to me." Mu Qin suddenly sat on the ice crystal throne first. He sat there and reached out to Zhou Yue. His voice was low and dull, and his eyes were confusing. He said, "Come on. Here I am, hug me."
……
In the Paradise of Despair.
"Zhou Yue?" Mu Qin stretched out his hand and shook in front of Zhou Yue's eyes. Zhou Yue was distracted, and when he distracted, his whole body was stunned, looking dazed.
In order to get him back, Mu Qin had to stretch out his hand to pinch Zhou Yue’s face, and mustered up the courage to kiss Zhou Yue twice on his lips. As expected, the kiss had a magical effect. Being kissed by Mu Qin like this, Zhou Yue Immediately he pulled back the wandering mind, immediately hugged Mu Qin's waist with his backhand, and began to gnaw at Mu Qin's lips.
Mu Qin was slobbered on his face when he kissed him, and he couldn't help pushing Zhou Yue away in anger, angrily said: "Just before you finished speaking, you started to wander off, and now you come and kiss!"
Although he was reprimanded by Mu Qin, Zhou Yue still held Mu Qin's waist reluctantly and rubbed Mu Qin on his body. While rubbing, he said to Mu Qin unscrupulously: "My dear, We have been in peace for too long, and the system will detect something wrong. I have to do some oppressive behavior to you...or else, let's chat while having sex?"
Zhou Yue's words made Mu Qin's face flushed and muttered: "When doing that kind of thing...I can't concentrate on listening to you, okay!?"
"Then finish it first." Zhou Yue obviously couldn't help it. He picked Mu Qin from the bench, and then carried Mu Qin to the front security room, where there was a rest room. Single bed with a comfortable but dusty mattress.
Zhou Yue flicked the dust on the mattress, turned it over, and put the clothes on it, which pushed Mu Qin onto the bed. Mu Qin was limp and weak at the moment. He was weak and easily pushed down. He could only roll onto the bed. Then Zhou Yue pressed Mu Qin and climbed up, pinching Mu Qin's chin and began to kiss Mu Qin deeply.
When Zhou Yue and Mu Qin kiss each other, they like to use their tongues to hold Mu Qin’s tongue. The movement of his tongue is very erotic/sentimental. Mu Qin was confused by his dizziness. All of a sudden, I couldn't tell where I was.
While kissing, Zhou Yue also took off Mu Qin’s clothes. First, he tore off Mu Qin’s pants and underwear, rubbing his hands under Mu Qin, and Mu Qin was touched by him. But I also felt that Zhou Yue's groping hand under him was even hotter, and he couldn't help but writhe to avoid Zhou Yue's hand.
But Zhou Yue directly unfastened his waistband, grabbed one of Mu Qin's leg and lifted it up, and the hotter thing was firmly pressed between Mu Qin's legs.
"Don't..." Mu Qin grabbed Zhou Yue's chest with his trembling hands, and tremblingly whispered for mercy: "At least... first lubricate..."
"Heh..." Zhou Yue pinched Mu Qin's leg with one hand, and held Mu Qin's waist with the other. His lips rubbed against Mu Qin's face, and he smiled softly and mercilessly in Mu Qin's ear: "This place But there is nothing to lubricate, so I can only make you hurt."
As soon as Zhou Yue's voice fell, he eagerly moved forward. Mu Qin suddenly felt that he was stretched underneath. In fact, it didn't hurt that much, but Mu Qin still shed tears physiologically. Zhou Yue saw him cry. He leaned over to lick Muqin's eyes and tears. Then Zhou Yue pressed Mu Qin's waist and entered harder, feeling the appearance of Mu Qin trembling in his arms.
"Cute little thing." Zhou Yue put his arms around him, fascinatedly painted Muqin's face with his fingers, and muttered, "Cry...I love you."
After speaking, Zhou Yue bit Mu Qin's lips greedily, and badly blocked Mu Qin's whimper in his throat.
After tossing Mu Qin back and forth on this bed twice, Zhou Yue finally let him go... This time Zhou Yue actually restrained himself quite a bit, and did not make Mu Qin dizzy. In the past, Mu Qin was still unable to move his hands and feet, so Zhou Yue could only pick him up and let him lean in Zhou Yue's arms.
The weak Mu Qin didn't have the strength to reprimand Zhou Yue for being too much, so he lazily hugged Zhou Yue's back and lay on his chest obediently. His obedient appearance made Zhou Yue like him too much. He wanted to press him under his body and do it again, but when he looked at Mu Qin, who was boneless and bruised, Zhou Yue could only bite his teeth to suppress his inner desire.
After a long time, Mu Qin slowed down, leaned on Zhou Yue’s shoulders and raised his head, and said to Zhou Yue: "You just wandered, did you think of something?"
Zhou Yue didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he hugged Mu Qin and stroked him for a while. He touched Mu Qin’s butt. The place was ravaged and smashed twice by Zhou Yue, and it was wet. Zhou Yue even put his fingers in to play with it. , Mu Qin was so angry that he bit on Zhou Yue's shoulder fiercely.
"You bastard!" Mu Qin scolded him, instead of biting Zhou Yue's shoulder after cursing, instead biting Zhou Yue's face, leaving a clear circle of teeth marks on Zhou Yue's cheek.
Zhou Yue laughed and bit with him, and licked Mu Qin's ruddy lips.
"I still want to go in." Zhou Yue's hand was still rubbing against Mu Qin's ass, he lowered his voice and rubbed Mu Qin's lips, "I want to stay in it forever."
When Mu Qin heard the words, his face was red and blood dripping, and he lay in Zhou Yue's arms and muttered: "You don't want to...speak or say such glamorous things..."
"Why." Zhou Yue asked in a serious manner: "Don't you like it?"
Mu Qin buried his face in Zhou Yue's chest, and his voice was already inaudible: "No...no."
Zhou Yue smiled evilly: "That means you like it."
Mu Qin started to bite his face again.
So in order to appease Mu Qin, Zhou Yue hugged him for a long time, sticky and sticky for a long time, and finally wiped away the fire. Zhou Yue couldn't bear it, and pressed Mu Qin again. . After finishing this time, Mu Qin felt that his lower body was basically unconscious, and the roots of his thighs were all the dirty and hot things left by Zhou Yue, and his stomach was swollen. Mu Qin felt that he was really too much, and his cheeks were puffed up with anger. , I didn't lie down on Zhou Yue this time, pushed Zhou Yue away, and sulked in the corner of the bed.
Zhou Yue had no choice but to start to give Mu Qin along, pitifully soothing: "Don't be angry."
Mu Qin turned his back to him and did not speak, lowered his head to reveal his white neck, and there was a red mark left by Zhou Yue when he kissed on his naked shoulder.
"I love you." Zhou Yue couldn't help but confess to him, "It's great to meet you in this life, Mu Qin."
Mu Qin heard him confess, so he slightly checked his head to see Zhou Yue. Mu Qin's eyes were red and he looked as cute as a little rabbit. Zhou Yueqing couldn't help but hugged him from behind.
"I told you to go around the amusement park before." Zhou Yue smiled and said, "I patronized you in the end."
"I have no strength anymore." Mu Qin said in a low voice, "My legs are weak because of you!"
"Then I will hug you around the amusement park." Zhou Yue gently bit Mu Qin's ear, "Walk around while you are on your way."
Mu Qin desperately covered his face: "You give me a little restraint!"