Unlimited Cycles of Death: 16. Iris (16)

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After graduating from high school that year, Mu Qin hesitated for a long time with the application form for enlistment.

It’s not that he didn’t think about the happiness he might get between Zhou Yue. Zhou Yue is a caring person. When he was with him, Mu Qin could experience the best and most irreplaceable time in his life. . However, it was precisely because of cherishing this time that Mu Qin finally chose to give up.

He had already seen how huge the gap between himself and Zhou Yue was.

Zhou Yue’s Zhou family is the most famous family in that province and city. It is said that the family history can be traced back to the Qianlong period of the Qing Dynasty. His ancestors were in jade business before, and their wealth is rich and can be regarded as a wealthy country.

Since the Qing Dynasty did not fall behind, the Zhou family declined for a period of time due to the turmoil of the war at that time, but then the Zhou family started from scratch, trading stocks and real estate, and founded a first-class enterprise, which is well-known in China and the world.

As the only child of the Zhou family’s parents, the Zhou family has placed heavy expectations on Zhou Yue. From childhood to adulthood, he has to undergo strict elite education, and he needs to learn a lot of things related to business, finance, corporate management, etc., because Sooner or later, he will take over the enterprise of his father's generation. His life has been arranged from the moment he was born, and the road has been paved, and he only needs to move forward impartially on this road and keep moving forward.

Piano is only Zhou Yue’s hobby that his fairly enlightened parents allow him to learn. Even if Zhou Yue’s talent in music is high, even if this is Zhou Yue’s own dream, in the end, he still can’t pursue what he loves. His music cannot be a musician on his stage.

Mu Qin asked Zhou Yue about his future plans. He thought that Zhou Yue would resist the life arranged at home, but Zhou Yue shook his head and said, "That's it."

"Don't you feel a pity?" Muqin looked at his beautiful hands disappointedly. "You should stand on the stage, sit by the piano, be illuminated by the spotlight, and win everyone's applause. This is not you. Your dream?"

Zhou Yue said: "If it is so easy to achieve, it is not a dream. It is also very good for me to take over the enterprise of my father's generation, and I can make a lot of money. I can also take you around the world!"

Zhou Yue said that he was very happy, but Mu Qin vaguely saw the gloomy future between himself and Zhou Yue.

He and Zhou Yue secretly dated for three years, and he had a detailed understanding of Zhou Yue’s family background. Zhou Yue’s parents were the kind of sleek, but in fact, very old-fashioned people. This can be seen from the fact that everything was arranged for him at birth.

There are some strange rules in their family. They do not allow Zhou Yue to communicate with ordinary classmates in the school, saying that Zhou Yue's friends must be heirs of a large family with status and status.

They don't allow Zhou Yue's grades to be lower than the top ten in the world, otherwise they will put pressure on him and find various tutoring classes until his grades improve.

They didn't allow Zhou Yue to fall in love yet, but they allowed him to have more contact with some socialites.

Mu Qin can fully see that Zhou’s parents are actually laying the foundation stone for Zhou Yue’s future, allowing him to get in touch with some people and things in the society since high school, forming a wide circle of interpersonal relationships, and waiting. In college, Zhou Yue can work in his own company for an internship. The grades and extensive contacts he established in high school will enable him to quickly gain a foothold in the company. As soon as he graduates, he can officially take over the company.

So Mu Qin can guess that the shrewd Zhou family’s parents would never allow Zhou Yue to go into inexplicable evil ways. Being with the same **** is even more laughable and generous. It will only destroy Zhou Yue’s reputation and make others. Prejudice against him has become a stain on his life path.

Zhou Yue’s future must be bright. He will sit on a world-famous large company and earn money that Mu Qin can’t make in this lifetime. He will enter the marriage palace with a noble and beautiful wealthy daughter. One or two children.

This is pretty good, it's the life that many people dream of but can't ask for.

It's just that Mu Qin, who was young and sensitive at the time, would feel unwilling to feel sad whenever he anticipated that Zhou Yue would not have his own existence in his beautiful life in the future.

He thought about fighting for it. Even if the status of the two is huge and the difference is huge, Mu Qin feels that his ability is not bad. No matter what the future, as long as Mu Qin is willing to work hard, he may be able to go to the same level as Zhou Yue. Position, standing at the same height, he will always get everything he wants.

But Muchin was scared.

He was poor and white at the time. The old uncle squandered all the money in the family. Even the house was secretly resold behind Muqin's back. Muqin had nothing, but he was still facing the high tuition fees of the university and couldn't pay him. You can't go to the same university as Zhou Yue, but if Zhou Yue is asked to help, Mu Qin is very worried that if Zhou Yue pays double the tuition, his family's life will be suspicious.

So at that stage, Muqin was always scared, and fragile, he couldn't help thinking...what if I fail in the end?

If he could not be with Zhou Yue, if they were separated, if all his efforts were lost in the end, would he have to watch Zhou Yue and himself drift away and forget about each other?

Mu Qin has always been alone, with no father or mother, no one to take care of, no relatives or friends. The young and immature Mu Qin puts all his feelings on Zhou Yue. Zhou Yue’s existence is Mu Chin's motivation to work hard to live.

If you can't get it, it's better not to have it in the first place.

So Muchin left.

Despite such a decision, now thinking about it, Muqin feels that the original decision was both sloppy and erroneous and quite timid. It was a stupid decision. Mu Qin also regretted this for many years. He shouldn't leave without saying goodbye, at least he should say to Zhou Yue.

But he just left the world where Zhou Yue existed.

Mu Qin can almost imagine how sad Zhou Yue should be. Quite different from the perfect maturity disguised on the surface, Zhou Yue is actually as fragile as Mu Qin. During the time he was with Mu Qin, Zhou Yue liked to act like a baby to Mu Qin the most.

From childhood to age, Zhou Yue basically had no room for acting like a baby. The strict tutoring and arduous schoolwork of his parents forced Zhou Yue to mature prematurely. He once told Mu Qin himself that he had seen other people’s children and their parents when he was young. Rolling coquettishly, sticky together, I am very envious. However, whenever he wanted to behave like a baby or be close to his parents, his parents' indifferent and tough attitude always made him unable to help crying secretly in his room.

So after having Mu Qin, Zhou Yue was very clingy. As long as he had the opportunity, Zhou Yue would rush over to hug Mu Qin and bury his face in Mu Qin's neck. He will find every opportunity to get close to Mu Qin, hold Mu Qin's waist, kiss Mu Qin's cheeks, lips and eyes. Once Mu Qin is bothered by him and waved him away, Zhou Yue will swing An aggrieved expression stared at Mu Qin, until Mu Qin felt soft and beckoned him to come back.

Zhou Yue’s sticky attitude was somewhat restrained at the beginning, but it became more and more intense as time passed. By the last year of high school, as long as he didn’t see Mu Qin for a moment, Zhou Yue would be very responsive to Mu Qin. Qin’s cell phone was bombarded indiscriminately, filling Mu Qin’s cell phone memory with various calls and messages.

Mu Qin is a little bit reluctant to delete every text message sent by Zhou Yue.

The infinitely gentle and beautiful Zhou Yue in his memory, the Zhou Yue who kept Mu Qin from forgetting but still dare not look for him.

Now he appeared in front of Muqin, **** and dilapidated.

He should be a nobleman living a luxurious life, enjoying the process of being surrounded by people. His road is bright and wide, so he should not appear here. This orphanage full of killing and darkness should not be here. This is where Zhou Yue should come.

"Why are you here?" That's why Mu Qin felt completely incomprehensible, "You shouldn't be here."

Zhou Yue, who had been silent for a long time, finally broke the silence. He spoke, his voice was very low and dumb, probably because he was stabbed in the neck, his voice was not very nice, but Mu Qin was still OK He heard a familiar voice... After so long after a long absence, he finally heard Zhou Yue speaking to him again.

Zhou Yue said: "I am dead, so I am here."

"Impossible!" Mu Qin couldn't believe it, he stared at the man in front of him, "Why are you dead? How could you die!"

"Death will come at any time, today, tomorrow, or even now." Zhou Yue said hoarsely, saying that he put the hand on Muqin's belly back, and seemed a little reluctant at the end, so he half kneeled. In front of Muqin, he placed his hand on Muqin's thigh and raised his head to look at Muqin's eyes. He moved like a knight who swore to the princess in front of the temple.

Mu Qin looked at him, and then was stunned. Suddenly there was some unspeakable sadness in his heart. Mu Qin realized that if Zhou Yue really died, then think about it carefully, the goodbye ten years ago... it was actually a goodbye. .

If they don’t meet again in this game.

Mu Qin felt a faint and dull pain in his chest and heart. The pain was subtle and long. The pain made Mu Qin breathless. He couldn't help but asked Zhou Yue: "How did you die?"

Zhou Yue did not answer immediately. Instead, after a long silence, he raised his head and smiled at Mu Qin, but the bandage on his face made his smile not obvious at all. He said to Mu Qin, "Before... When you disappeared, I was very anxious, I looked for you everywhere."

When Mu Qin heard this, he opened his mouth and stopped talking. He wanted to apologize to Zhou Yue. His leaving without saying goodbye back then must have made Zhou Yue very sad.

However, Zhou Yue was as good at grasping Mu Qin's mind as before. Zhou Yue gently shook his head to him: "I know you want to apologize, but you don't need it."

"On the contrary, I should be the one who apologized... In fact, I was very aware of the tremendous pressure you were under. Your family situation is not good, the economy is so urgent, and the gap between you and me makes you feel that you don’t see any hope. , I know you may want to give up, and your departure is also in my expectation."

Zhou Yue continued: "But I was too confident at the time, thinking I could find you back."

"To be honest, I was very happy when I heard that you applied for enlistment to the provincial army, because I always wanted to find a chance to get rid of the control of my parents. Enlisting is an excellent reason. So I also asked my parents I suggested that I wanted to join the army for two years. My parents did not agree at first, but I said that for my future, training in the army would make me stronger. My parents thought it made sense, so they agreed."

Hearing what Zhou Yue said, Mu Qin looked at Zhou Yue with wide eyes in surprise: "But I haven't seen you in the army."

"Of course I haven’t seen it. Originally, I really wanted to join you in the same company. I also asked a higher-level officer to help me bridge the line. But something went wrong in the middle. It seemed that my father was intervening, so I was Sent to a more advanced troop training base."

"I stayed there for two years, you know...in a place like a troop, you would be a member of the country. Unless you retire, don’t want to come out easily. I was trapped there in a hurry, every day. I was eager to find you, but there are many trainings waiting for me every day. At that time, the instructor told me that I can only approve the vacation after completing the training, so I trained very hard..."

"So your hands became like this?" Mu Qin regretted, and looked at Zhou Yue's hands distressedly. They were no longer the hands that could play the piano gracefully in memory.

"It's okay." Zhou Yue saw that Mu Qin was sad for him, and in turn comforted Mu Qin. He couldn't help but reached out and carefully touched Mu Qin's cheek, "My hands are strong. It’s not that I can’t play the piano anymore."

After that, Zhou Yue looked at Mu Qin obsessively with his only right eye, "Mu Qin, you are still as good-looking as you were before."