Tears in Heaven Chapter 12: When I miss you (2)
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If I keep burning like this, I don’t know if it will burn my brain. Anyway, she is almost crazy. He thought of many ways to break her hand apart, but she gripped too tightly and her fingers were terribly hot. It seemed that she could experience the terrifying body temperature through her clothes. He almost wanted to give the corner of his clothes Cut it out to get rid of this nasty woman. Trying to move her fingers away, he bowed his body and got closer, finally hearing what she was saying.
She said: “Zhenrong…”
It turns out that she has been calling Zhenrong’s name all the time.
She looks very ugly now, the cheekbones of her cheeks are so thin and protruding, her hair is not dry, and she is even thinner on her face. Her eye sockets were sunken and her eyelashes were very long, but they were wet. It turned out that she had been crying. A big piece of pillow was wet. She looked even uglier when she cried, her facial features were all wrinkled, and her body curled up like a shrimp. She cried without any sound, she just shed tears, and the tears slid down her long eyelashes without hindrance, and fell on the pillow.
In fact, she was very beautiful at the beginning. He remembered her big eyes. They were very beautiful and very moving. He found her in the bar parking lot that night. She was lying on the front cover of his car, drunk, holding the rearview mirror hard and fast, not letting go, believing it was a taxi, thinking he was going to grab a taxi with himself. He went to pull her, but she suddenly raised her face and kissed him.
The kiss was very sweet, with a slight alcohol smell. Maybe he was really drunk that day, because he actually took her back.
She didn’t make any sound during the whole process, and she almost didn’t say a word, except that his watch accidentally caught her hair, which hurt. She gave a soft “ah”. He took off his watch and continued to kiss her. She didn’t respond much, her body had been very stiff, and her reaction was jerky, which was very unexpected to him, because she was the first time. She disappeared before he woke up. It was like Cindu Rila in a woven gold dress, glimpsing, but after midnight the bell disappeared at the end of time.
But they recognized each other after all. He recognized her, and she recognized him. There was no crystal shoe, only embarrassment. He remained calm and looked at her. This woman, what does she want to do?
Her reaction did not exceed his expectations, she went back, she pestered Shao Zhenrong, she was even plausible.
But Zhen Rong is not here now—he feels uncomfortable thinking about this. She was still clutching the corner of his clothes tightly, with a big tear in the corner of her eye, she had a high fever, and her babble was still vigorous.
Perhaps, she still has a bit of sincerity towards Zhen Rong.
The driver was still waiting on the bench outside the emergency observation room, but he couldn’t get off. She still clutched the corner of his clothes tightly, like a baby clutching his mother, like a drowning man clutching the last piece of float wood. Forget it, looking at Zhenrong’s points, looking at Zhenrong’s points that Zhenrong has always been unable to give up to her, when he thinks of Zhenrong, he feels that there is a place in his heart that starts to soften, soft enough to faintly hurt.
That is his dearest brother, his closest siblings.
Her fever gradually subsided, and she finally woke up when the nurse pulled out the needle. Seeing the familiar silhouette and facial contour, she almost screamed in shock, but immediately knew that it was not Zhenrong, it was not her Zhenrong.
Her hands are still clutching the corners of his clothes tightly, and she let go in a hurry, like a kid doing something wrong.
He let go of his hand silently, his silk shirt is already crumpled, I don’t know how long she has been caught.
“Thank you.” Her voice was dumb, and her mouth was bitter. After a fever, her tongue became numb and her speech was difficult.
He didn’t say anything, he didn’t stop, as if he didn’t hear at all, he left.
She has been ill for almost a week. She hangs water every day and can’t follow him anymore. The fever finally disappeared, and the doctor prescribed a bottle for two more days to consolidate the treatment.
He paid a 1,000 yuan deposit for her when he sent her to the hospital. After hanging up the last bottle of potion that day, she went to the downstairs of Yutian Real Estate and waited to pay him back.
It wasn’t until 6 o’clock in the evening that he saw his car come out. She stretched out her hand to stop. The security had already seen her. Several people stopped her very skillfully, forcing her to watch his car ride away.
She stayed at the intersection of his villa for an hour, and didn’t see his car coming in and out, maybe he went back to the apartment. He has several residences in this city. She used to follow him every day, so she knew.
She should return the money to him, but she still can’t get close to him, and she has no chance to contact him. She had no choice but to put the thousand yuan in an envelope and express it to Yutian Real Estate.
She knew he didn’t care about the thousand dollars, but she should pay it back. She also knew that he was taking Zhenrong’s face that day before sending her to the hospital. Her nose is sour, even if he is gone, it is still because of him. Zhen Rong is her greatest blessing, but she does not have that blessing to keep him.
The sky and the earth are so big, in this world, she just doesn’t have Shao Zhenrong.
Du Xiaosu did not expect that the thousand yuan would be returned by express delivery intact. The courier’s signature is very delicate, and it is an unfamiliar female name, “Shan Wanting”, probably Lei Yuzheng’s secretary.
Du Xiaosu tossed and read the express envelope several times before opening it finally. There is not only the one thousand dollars, but also a key.
The key is placed in a beautifully printed card with the logo of Yutian Real Estate printed on the card. When you open it, there is also a line of printed text: “Yipin Mingcheng welcomes the owner”, and the number of the building unit, etc. .
For a moment, Du Xiaosu didn’t think about anything. Since Shao Zhenrong left, she often had such a temporary blank in her thinking. The psychologist said that it was because she had a mentality to escape reality that this happened.
But tirelessly, after waiting so long, finally got the key, she still feels unreal. It’s like dreaming of Zhenrong often, but only when I wake up do I realize that it is a dream.
She didn’t call after get off work and took the subway to Yipin City. The community has been occupied by owners one after another, and the light is dim at dusk in summer. Trees and lawns were newly planted in the community, and the sprinkler irrigation system was spraying water droplets in a “pupu” area. A few drops splashed on the back of her instep, making it a little cool.
The voice-activated lights in the corridor were already on, and she went all the way up and the lights were on. In fact, it was still early, and a dark purple sunset could be seen in the gaps of tall buildings in the distance. She looked for the door and found the key to open it. The light in the room was still bright, because there was no partition, and light came in from the south-facing balcony and bay window.
She walked to the center of the empty house, and when she thought of looking at the house, she thought of the many times she had talked with Shao Zhenrong on paper and talked about decoration.
She touched the biggest wall in the living room, and the cement was shaved flat. She remembered that Zhenrong gave her the idea that they had planned to paint on this wall by themselves. . She even found her look. She spent several days in the library. Finally, she chose a broken peony on a porcelain vase from the Song Dynasty. The pattern is very complicated and it must be difficult to draw. But at the time, she didn’t feel it, so she took it back and gave it to Shao Zhen. Rong look.
The room was empty. She stood in front of the wall for a while. The surroundings were very quiet. There was a light on the opposite house and the sound of the TV was faint, and she was the only one here.
She squatted in front of the wall with her forehead against the cold concrete wall. She only felt a little cold, but she did not cry.
Finally, slowly, whispered: “Shao Zhenrong, I got the key.”
This is their home. She has to decorate it as originally planned. She must put on drawn curtains when she moves in, and then watch the sun light up on the floor to reflect the small patterns on the fine yarn. She will paint the white walls in the study, and then put them on the bookshelves. When it is changed to a baby room, she can change to a softer wallpaper…
She and Shao Zhenrong’s home…
She will live well, because he is with her, he will always be with her.
She will try to start her life again, as if he never left, as if he was always by her side.
She canceled her leave and returned to work at the company. After all, work can keep her busy. She was still following up on Xinsheng’s line, so she couldn’t avoid meeting with Lin Xiangyuan, but the talk was all about work.
Unexpectedly, I met Lin Xiangyuan in the corridor one day. She greeted her and wanted to walk over, but he suddenly asked her: “A while ago you were looking for a house, how did you find it? I happened to have a friend who wanted Going abroad, his house is going to be rented out, do you want to check it out?”
His tone is very natural and familiar, as if just old friends chatting casually. The house she rented is about to expire and the landlord has to take it back for renovation. She is looking for a house everywhere. I don’t know how Lin Xiangyuan knew about this, but she still said, “No, thank you Lin.”
Lin Xiangyuan sighed unknowingly: “Xiaosu, don’t be like this, I just want to help you, and I don’t mean anything else.”
She knows, but she just doesn’t want to have any intersection with him in her life. She looked up and saw her colleague looking here, and quickly said: “My colleague is looking for me, I have to pass.”
Du Xiaosu didn’t expect Lin Xiangyuan to be very serious about this matter. A few days later, he called her: “Do you want to take a look at the house? My friend is in a hurry to go abroad, so you can count as a favor. The renter said It’s a good discussion, mainly to find a reliable person to live in for daily maintenance, so that the house will not be damaged.”
After all, he is the vice president of the partner. Du Xiaosu felt that it seemed hypocritical to refuse any more, so he wrote down the landlord’s phone number and agreed to take a look. On the weekend, Zou Siqi had time, so he went with her.
The location of the house is really good. It is close to where she works, and the subway is only three stops. The decoration is quite satisfactory, and the landlord has to go abroad to get the offer, so the rental price is relatively cheap. Zou Siqi was tempted to look at it and felt it was a good deal. After a word, he made a decision for her and paid the deposit on the spot. It happened to be used for moving on weekends. Xiaosu didn’t have much to do. Zou Siqi helped her find a car and moved it in one trip.
The two were tired and slumped on the sofa, watching things fall on the floor, and they didn’t have the energy to clean up.
Zou Siqi said: “Everything is good, but the furniture and everything are too masculine. I can change the curtains and the carpets and other things quickly, and it will be fine.”
Du Xiaosu was exhausted and exhausted: “I don’t have the thoughts anymore. When the house is decorated, I will move.”
Zou Siqi asked her cautiously: “Would you like to find a design company?”
Du Xiaosu smiled: “I asked my colleagues in the decoration department to help make a few renderings, and it looks not as good as I thought.”
“I forgot that you did this.”
“In fact, it is not the same. The interior decoration is very different from the structural design.” Du Xiaosu’s tone is very calm, “Furthermore, I have discussed with Zhen Rong, we have discussed how to decorate a long time ago.”
Her tone seemed very casual, but Zou Siqi didn’t dare to speak up, but Du Xiaosu smiled again: “Finally, I have finished moving. What do I want to eat at night? I will invite you to eat for a day. “
“That’s OK,” Zou Siqi said in a relaxed tone, “I’m hungry, I have to eat your meal.”
Du Xiaosu kicked the cartons on the ground to the corner, and readily agreed: “Okay! I’m hungry for steak. Let’s eat well.”
After dinner that night, the two of them came back to clean up the house. They did not clean up until the night was quiet.
Zou Siqi went to the convenience store and bought duck necks. Du Xiaosu bought a few cans of beer. Two people gnawed at the duck necks and they got beer. You have one can, and I have one. In the end, they both drank a bit high.
Zou Siqi said: “Xiaosu, you have to be good, otherwise our friends will feel uncomfortable looking at it.”
Du Xiaosu grinned and opened a can of beer for her: “Don’t worry, I’m fine.” She raised her face, and there was only a wall lamp in the room, and the faint light reflected the misty water in her eyes. Wu said, “Siqi, you don’t have to persuade me, I am not sad, really, I am fine. The new house will be decorated in a while, and I will invite you to dinner again in the new house. Zhenrong and I were originally… I have always wanted to invite you to dinner…” Her voice was a little low, so she seemed to murmur, “Siqi, don’t persuade me, I can’t stand it, don’t tell me anything. You have to let me slow down, I This life may not be slow, but even if you coax me…don’t mention it…just as me…just as if I lied to myself…I’m real…that’s it… “
Her voice slowly lowered and finally disappeared. Zou Siqi did not dare to speak, for fear that he might cry when he opened his mouth.
Du Xiaosu seems to have returned to a peaceful life, going to work and leaving get off work on time. Sometimes Zou Siqi takes a break and goes to the psychiatrist with her for treatment. Because Du Xiaosu’s parents originally wanted to take her home, but Du Xiaosu refused and insisted on staying in Shanghai. Du’s mother repeatedly asked Zou Siqi to take care of her, so Zou Siqi asked Du Xiaosu out for dinner not long after, or else went to see by herself. She and the two of them went to the nearby supermarket to buy groceries and cook for a meal.
The two of them downloaded a few recipes from the Internet this day, tried to make a few side dishes at home, and while eating Zou Siqi, they asked Du Xiaosu: “Why are you working overtime lately? It turns out that you are idler than me. It’s faster than you.”
Du Xiaosu also seemed very depressed: “I don’t know. Recently, Xinsheng came to a vice president. It is said that he had just returned from the United States and was airborne. He suddenly took charge of the business. I don’t know why we always look unpleasant and stubborn The noses are straight and the eyes are raised. We are not satisfied with the other party how we changed. All the colleagues in the design department have been added for a week. The final plan was taken and rejected. Manager Ning was almost depressed.”
“Aren’t you Manager Ning claiming to be brilliant? Isn’t Xinsheng’s vice president jealous of his handsome appearance, so you are unlucky?”
“Come on, how can the chief daughter be jealous that Manager Ning is handsome?”
“Is it because love gives birth to hatred in love?” Zou Siqi was excited, “Come on, let’s analyze the possibility!”
Du Xiaosu was stunned for a moment, and then said: “It’s possible, because Vice President Jiang really came to look for trouble… And he is young, and he is very beautiful. He looks really good with Manager Ning. ……”
“The last name is Jiang?” Zou Siqi asked smoothly, “What is his name Jiang?”
“Jiang…” Du Xiaosu recalled vigorously, and finally remembered, “Jiang Fanlu! Quite a mouthful name.”
Zou Siqi was very surprised and “sizzled” in a cold breath: “Du Xiaosu, why are you so confused, you don’t know who Jiang Fanlu is?”
Du Xiaosu was a bit silly, looking at her blankly.
Zou Siqi just barely jumped up: “That’s Lin Xiangyuan’s wife, that Jiang Fanlu! Why are you so confused about you! You don’t even know the full name of your rival, you are so confused about you! Back then, Lin Xiangyuan was not the one I dumped you to marry her, why don’t you even know her name, you!”
Du Xiaosu’s big eyes were still a little dazed, and after a while, he said: “I always thought that woman was named Jiang…”
Zou Siqi saw that her face was still sharp and thin, and her big eyes were listless, dim and lackluster. She couldn’t bear to say more, and said, “Come on, we don’t think about the past.”
Du Xiaosu slowly reacted a little bit. Why did Xinsheng suddenly make things difficult? Why does the vice president Jiang always speak so sharply every time in the meeting? Why is the young and beautiful vice president Jiang always everywhere Against yourself. It turned out not to be her own illusion, but because the other party was Jiang Fanlu, Lin Xiangyuan’s wife, she was obviously hostile to herself.
She was also unwilling to come into contact with Lin Xiangyuan or Jiang Fanlu in this circle, but since it was unavoidable at work, she had to work hard to do business.
That’s it, it’s still inevitable. It coincided with the annual real estate forum summit, where all companies attended, and Du Xiaosu and several new colleagues were also taken by the vice president to open their eyes. As soon as he entered the venue, he unexpectedly saw Lei Yuzheng.
He is one of the invited guests. Xiaosu has never seen him in public. Fortunately, he is far away. I guess he didn’t see her. Lei Yuzheng had a few words to speak. After the entertainment, the news media and the media were entertained. In the end, a bunch of reporters surrounded the buffet, asking questions about housing prices and the economic situation. His assistant followed behind him step by step, making up for him from time to time. In fact, he looks very cold, with deep traces of double eyelids, and his eyes are as deep as the sea under the stars. Sometimes the light flashes, and the light is also cold, unlike Shao Zhenrong, which always makes her feel warm.
In fact, if he had a more gentle expression or unbuttoned one more suit, he would look more like Shao Zhenrong.
Du Xiaosu felt sad for no reason, but occasionally seeing such a person like Zhenrong would make her feel at ease from a distance, and feel that Shao Zhenrong has not gone far. He is still in her life, just so far away that she can’t reach it.
Du Xiaosu didn’t bother to eat. Fortunately, the dinner party was in the hotel’s atrium garden, where people gathered in twos and threes, which was not eye-catching. She was holding a plate with her colleagues. As soon as she looked up, she saw Lin Xiangyuan and Jiang Fanlu and his wife, but Ning Weicheng also saw it, so she made a special trip to greet them with her colleagues.
Lin Xiangyuan’s expression still seemed quite natural, Jiang Fanlu seemed to be particularly interested, and looked at Du Xiaosu from head to toe. Jiang Fanlu was originally the kind of plump and plump beauty. The two bends traced the extremely delicate brows, and the slight wrinkles reminded people of the “noodles with spring and no show” in “Dream of Red Mansions”. Du Xiaosu knew that this woman was only afraid to be worse than Wang Xifeng, but tried to keep quiet.
Who knew she actually teased Ning Weicheng: “Manager Ning, it turns out that Miss Du is your girlfriend.”
Ning Weicheng hurriedly explained: “No, Miss Du and I are just colleagues.”
Jiang Fanlu smiled and divorced: “Manager Ning, take the liberty to ask, is your company’s housing benefits not so good?”
Ning Weicheng was quite astonished, but answered seriously: “Our Boyuan housing subsidy is not high, but it is still higher than the industry average. Why did President Jiang suddenly ask?”
Jiang Fanlu chuckled lightly: “I think there are some employees in your company who seem to be unable to rent a house, so I just care about it.”
Ning Weicheng was originally a smart person, and when she heard something in her words, she couldn’t help but be suspicious. Du Xiaosu’s eyes were drooping, but Lin Xiangyuan was very embarrassed to try to get out of the siege: “Brilliant green, Mr. Zhang is over there, let’s go and say hello to Mr. Zhang.”