Rise Chapter 1429: Can’t do it

In the early morning, the warm sunlight flooded the red brick and white tiled courtyard and fell through the windows into the intensive care unit of St. Edingen’s Hospital.

After opening the curtains and opening the window, the fresh air came in, diminishing the originally a little uncomfortable smell of alcohol disinfectant. An Xin on the bed leaned on the pillow and ate the fried dough sticks brought by her friend in the morning. Soy milk breakfast, quite satisfied with a sigh:

“Sure enough, the traditional domestic breakfast tastes more delicious–“

Zeng Rui, who was sitting in a chair on the side, looked up: “The breakfast stall is not far from the hospital. Have you not eaten much?”

The girl spit out her tongue: “I have been strictly controlled by the doctors and nurses of the hospital before, and I have been undergoing surgery a few days ago… It is said that the body is not allowed to eat messy things.”

When talking about the words “messy”, the girl deliberately stretched out her hand to make a gesture of quotation marks, which seemed to make a little complaint and complain about the strict requirements of the hospital.

Zeng Rui shook his head so much:

“This kind of thing…”

“Only you can say it in such a relaxed tone.”

At this moment, only the two of them are in the ward, and the girl facing him is so careless and unconcealed that she speaks about her real life in Manchester.

An Xin on the hospital bed shrugged and laughed:

“The fact that this is the case can’t be changed anyway. Rather than speaking with a sad face, it’s better to say it in a lighter tone to make it easier to listen to it, right?”

Zeng Rui sighed helplessly: “It’s not alright…”

Yes.

Because facts and truths are so heavy that even if you mention them in a casual tone, you can never really deceive yourself into thinking that this is just a trivial matter.

The **** the hospital bed bit on the soft and crispy fried dough sticks, and then took a sip of the hot soy milk:

“That’s it anyway.”

“Remember to keep the secret for me. I’m already working hard to pretend to be okay, but I can’t let that fool see any flaws.”

Speaking of “that idiot”, naturally there is no other candidate.

Zeng Rui smiled bitterly: “I know…I will help you hide from him, but in fact I don’t think such a choice must be appropriate.”

The girl’s eating action paused, then put down the fritters, raised her head to look at her friend sitting aside:

“Do you think I should not hide from him?”

Zeng Rui was silent for a while, but shook his head and didn’t answer the question head-on. Instead, he asked:

“How long do you want to hide it?”

“Also, even if everyone helps, can you really keep hiding it seamlessly?”

It seems that what has happened in the last few days is enough to be a warning.

Of course, it has enough persuasive power.

“Fortunately, you got through the danger smoothly this time and recovered fast enough to prevent things from worsening to an even more irreversible situation-but even so, you look at that guy and you just ignore it. “Three Seven Twenty One” came to Manchester City from the country regardless of anyone’s persuasion.”

“In case…”

“I mean in case, what should you do if there is another situation beyond your control in the future?”

Zeng Rui frowned and looked at An Xin on the hospital bed:

“Or, do you really think that Fengzi has completely accepted and believed all your statements so far, without even a little suspicion?”

An extremely straightforward question.

So this time An Xin on the hospital bed fell silent.

For a long time, I finally saw the corner of the girl’s lowered head slightly aroused a wry smile:

“I know…”

“Azeng, all the truths you said, including the truths that other people are not good at trying to say in front of me.”

“I know all about it.”

“But…what else can I do?”

Speaking and raising her head, the girl looked calmly and seriously at the friend in front of her:

“I don’t have a better way.” “Or do you think that if you tell Xiaofeng now, can it have any substantial effect and influence on everything?”

Zeng Rui was speechless when asked.

And An Xin already shook her head and took the words to herself: “There will be no substantive meaning. At most, the fool will be more worried and uncomfortable after knowing the truth, even without The way to live his own life, apart from that, nothing else will change.”

Yes.

Many things from the perceptual point of view may make people want to make other various choices, as if they can have some effect; but in fact, if you start from the coldest and cruel reality, then all perceptual The choice is actually meaningless.

The patient’s illness will not get better just because more people know it, even the closest person.

Since the only thing that telling the truth can bring is to make the people close to you more painful…

Then there is no need to inform.

It sounds cruel.

But this is reality.

“No.” Zeng Rui shook his head vigorously, frowning and looking at An Xin on the hospital bed: “It’s not just that, it’s not that there is no benefit at all—”

An Xin raised her eyebrows: “Oh? What kind of benefit is that?”

The tone seemed a little casual.

And Zeng Rui looked straight into An Xin’s eyes, and gave the answer word by word:

“You don’t need to hide from him.”

“This is the biggest benefit.”

The atmosphere in the ward suddenly seemed quiet for a moment, and the needle drop could be heard.

Don’t give the girl with a dazed look time to react. Zeng Rui looked at the former and continued to say: “At least, you don’t need to suffer from the pain on one side and the other side to conceal the closest The psychological burden of the reader.”

“At least, when you are fragile and need to talk to someone, you don’t need to talk to our ‘ordinary’ friends, but someone you really want to talk to.”

“At least, you can get more encouragement and courage from that guy~IndoMTL.com~at least——”

Zeng Rui who said this paused, and slowly said the last sentence:

“When you no longer need to hide from that guy, you are truly not alone.”

The air is quiet.

Only the rustling sound of the curtains being gently blown by the breeze.

The **** the hospital bed seemed to try to squeeze out a smile and say something like “I have you where are you alone” that would ease the atmosphere, but in the end she still couldn’t say it.

Just bowed his head.

Some low voices came from the girl’s falling hair softly:

“But, I don’t want him to be sad because of me.”

Zeng Rui took a deep breath, almost sighing:

“But then you have to carry everything by yourself, it’s too hard—”

“This is already the case, can’t you even think about it once for yourself?”

“Just once.”

Raising her head again, An Xin tried her best to squeeze out a smiling face and looked at Zeng Rui:

“Hey–“

“It seems, I really can’t do it.”

Zeng Rui’s eyelids beating slightly, as if trying to control his emotions and breathing deeply several times, but in the end he still gritted his teeth:

“I don’t know why.”

“But now…for the first time in history…I really want to hit someone.”

The girl looked sad: “Azeng, are you angry with me, too.”

Zeng Rui shook his head and said coldly: “I’m talking about that guy.”

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