Dreadful Radio Game Chapter 20: Roar: Get out of my memory!
Finding the lost self. For ordinary people, this sentence probably means finding the simplest and purest self before. It is a re-examination of self, but for Su Bai, Recovering who I was once is a thing without any lyrical and pretentious things.
Because his life was flawed, and what he is doing now is to complement his life.
Among the three pictures, there are three Su Bai standing by the pool in the hospital, in the corner of the courtyard, beside the container of the glass petri dish. These three pictures are the three points of Su Bai’s life.
The first one represents birth. It is the birth of his life, regardless of whether the physical body has been replaced, but at least this day and this moment means that Su Bai, this thought, this consciousness, this is recognized by the broadcast His independent personality was born.
Because if the broadcast does not recognize that Su Bai is a deliberately called independent person, it will not be drawn into the “terror broadcast.”
The second one represents the fate of Su Bai. On this day, he began to become a test subject, entered another flesh body, and began to exist as “Su Bai”. This is his fate Turning point.
The third one represents childhood!
Most of the best things in life are childhood. Most people will miss their childhood, but Su Bai’s childhood is the beginning of a torment and the origin of inner distortion.
When Su Bai saw his hysterical and crazy eyes in the glass container, he knew where the madness and violence imprinted deep in his soul came from.
A teenager who was thrown into a petri dish day and night, was instilled with good memories. Every time he woke up, he was first anger and madness, then he was suppressed, and then he was filled with memories. .
Even if it is a rabbit, it can bite and eat human flesh if it is tortured in this way, let alone a person with an independent character?
Even if the memory is completely covered in the end, the memory and inertia left deep in the soul cannot be changed.
At this time, Su Bai is a little grateful that he is mentally ill, because this may be the only real thing that he can leave to himself in his childhood, and it is also the only mark of his own childhood.
The three pictures are reduced together at this time, and then widened together, and are placed side by side.
The three Su Bai in the picture all closed their eyes, and he continues to perceive, while the babies, young children, and teenagers in the picture slowly close their eyes.
The baby stops crying, even if the cold water continues to wash his immature body,
The children are not wronged anymore, even if they still can’t be included in the family portrait, take a photo together,
The boy doesn’t toss anymore, even if the beautiful picture scroll is displayed in front of him, he is not interested in taking a look any more,
In the three pictures, there are three Su Yuhang, all of whom are staring at Su Bai, but they have no way of doing it.
Compete,
Win or lose,
Chess pieces,
Checkerboard,
Start right here!
Although it was an accident this time, Su Bai used the power of broadcasting to accidentally break the layout of his parents. In fact, it is equivalent to using broadcasting to take advantage of broadcasting. Strictly speaking, what he is doing now , And his cheap parents avoided the broadcast and began to lay out and experiment with themselves,
There is no essential difference.
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In the living room, Jaimemei was lying on the ground with saliva constantly flowing out from the corner of her mouth, her eyes distracted, and her body trembling slightly. He was overdrawn by taking off the mask and was forcibly searched by the monk. Now I am really confused and delirious.
The monk’s face turned pale, and his soul suffered a great backlash. Searching for the soul was not an easy task. Besides, he also encountered a steel plate. Jaime Mei herself was a spiritual enhancer and once accepted After several lychees came and possessed, his soul structure was very high. Even if he took advantage of his vitality to search for the soul, the monk did not succeed and could not read the memory.
Of course, if you change to normal, the monk will never do it, because if you play like this, the broadcast will not help you recover from the injury of the soul, because it is your own subjective act of death. The broadcast won’t help you finish the work, but now I am a clone anyway, even if I sell this body this life to help Su Bai a busy monk, he is willing to do it.
This is the difference between high monks and ordinary people. They really see it very well, even if it is a clone.
Gyatso sat on the chair next to him, staring at Su Bai who was lying in the yard. At this moment, he suddenly pointed his finger at Su Bai and said, “Did you notice that Su Bai’s breath, like Something is different.”
“His soul consciousness is constantly expanding.” As a senior listener enhanced by illusion, he naturally has more say in the interpretation of the spiritual level of the soul. In fact, he started when Su Bai was lying motionless on the ground. He was keenly aware of the changes in Su Bai’s soul, like a piano music, first experienced the depression of depression, and then began to gather momentum, and the purpose of gathering momentum is for the final explosion and climax!
Xie Zi stretched out his tongue and licked his lips. He was unwilling to share this information with the monk and Gyatso because he felt that these two monks were not high enough, but think about it even if he is a senior listener, but everyone Fifty steps and a hundred steps, they are all clones, and there is nothing to hide.
“As soon as I walked here and saw him at first sight, I noticed that his soul is extremely sensitive, as if it has been suppressing something, and his soul power should obviously not be what a senior person can have. It has the aura of a high-level audience, so this is why I choose to believe in the things Qilu you told me.
Because I know that Su Bai has been following the physical strengthening route, I don’t believe that when he finally enters the advanced audience, he will use the breakthrough of the soul to drive the breakthrough of the physical body. This is simply impossible! “
The monk’s gaze has also been looking at Su Bai outside. He pursed his lips and said, “It’s going to rain. Let Da Bai hold an umbrella.”
Gyatso nodded, got up, picked up an umbrella in the living room, and walked to the courtyard outside the living room.
The monk and Xie Zi also got up together and came here.
“Jaimeimei actually searches for souls but not souls. It is meaningless.” The monk sighed and continued, “When he puts on the mask, it is the lychee who dominates his behavior and thinking, so the little one is What will happen after the abduction, Jaime Mei is completely unaware, even if the whole thing is actually executed by him, but he is just an outsider.”
“This is natural. Even high-level listeners rarely have the qualifications to participate in the affairs of bigwigs, not to mention that he is just a senior.” Xie Ji agreed.
“You just said that Da Bai’s soul is gaining momentum, shouldn’t it, will you break through?” the monk asked.
“Senior listeners are divided into three levels, elementary, intermediate, and advanced. I have just been promoted, and I haven’t even fully figured out the strength of advanced listeners. He can’t even count as elementary. He actually It should be similar to me, but if he can break through the soul level again this time, he is likely to be directly promoted to the top of the advanced audience elementary level, because he is a physical enhancement stream, and his physical body is already elementary. The only shortcoming is the soul. Once the soul is also driven, the improvement of strength is inevitable.”
The monk sighed after hearing this, senior listeners, when will he be able to break through?
Gyatso was also a little bit sigh. Of course, he didn’t know that he had actually advanced to an advanced audience at that point in time, because Su Bai himself didn’t know about the advanced audience in Gyatso, naturally. Way to tell Gyatso.
“He has suffered so much, and it’s time for him to laugh again.” The monk raised his head and looked at the darkened sky, “You can survive the hardship to see Fanghua.
Amitabha, my Buddha is compassionate. “
What does the monk put his hands together,
At the same time,
Gyatso also put his hands together.
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Su Bai’s body lying in the yard is still damaged, but because the leaf effect fades, the damage does not worsen, and the body is gradually recovering itself.
Su Bai closed his eyes and was very calm. This calm seems to be the first time he entered this “one day prisoner” story world. In fact, since entering this story world, he has never been the protagonist, even if punishment is to fall. in his body.
Broadcasting wants to reform him. It is a revolution to Su Bai himself. The reform has a similar meaning to the revolution. It is applied to Su Bai. When a past Su Bai was expelled from a new Su Bai appeared, it was actually quite The original Su Bai died~IndoMTL.com~ But this revolution not only caused the life of the revolutionary Su Bai, but also the life of the man and the woman, because they existed in Su Bai’s memory.
So, when Su Bai long ago chose to give up on himself, the revolution of broadcasting has not yet succeeded, because Su Yuhang has always stood up in Su Bai’s memory. When the two sides were the bull, Su Bai was originally unnecessary. The character suddenly realized that he had something to do, and started his own peach picking.
“Boom!”
A loud noise came from Su Bai’s consciousness!
“Boom!”
There was a blast of thunder in the sky at the same time, and heavy rain poured down!
The monk, Gyatso, and Jie Jie seemed to sense the unusualness in the thunder.
At this moment, Su Bai in the three pictures opened his mouth together and said softly:
“My past, my memory, my brothers who are left behind in the long river of memory,
I will take you,
Go home! “
Su Bai in his infancy, Su Bai in his childhood, and Su Bai in his youth. Compared with Su Bai now, they are indeed Su Bai’s younger brother now, and they are wanderers who have been lost. Bai wants to awaken them and reintegrate everyone’s consciousness.
Even if the past memory is bitter and painful, at least it can become complete,
And, since then,
Su Bai,
No longer other people’s pawns!
“Om!”
The baby opened his eyes,
The toddler opened his eyes,
The boy also opened his eyes,
The three Su Bai also opened their eyes together,
At the same time, six people shouted angrily together:
“From my memory,
Get out! “
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The five changes are completed, so everyone has been waiting for a long time.
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