Apocalypse Cockroach: Six hundred and seventy-six to me only three/three
Cut down his hands silently and Zhang Xiaoqiang took a deep breath. He has been dazed for a long time, not knowing what he really wants. His achievements are all driven by external forces step by step. He In fact, he has always been passively accepted. He never thought of actively fighting for something. Many times he set himself various goals. In fact, those goals are not what he really wants. He has always been looking for a hiding place. He was able to have a few children safely and live peacefully. Unfortunately, he couldn’t find a hiding place in Doomsday, and he didn’t have a peaceful life for him. Too many battles were found when he was willing or not. The door, whether he wants it or not, is always covered in blood.
But at the moment, when he wants to hug his son, he has a strong sense of guilt. Even if he cleans himself from head to toe, he can’t wash away the thick **** smell of his hands, his son’s eyes. The time is so pure, the skin is so delicate and clean, so that he dare not touch it, fearing that it will stain the most holy thing in his heart.
Suddenly, a strong desire flashed in his heart. There was an impulse that made him want to vent loudly. He never wanted to see this baby with the purest eyes on his old road, taking every life and going through it once. This brutal battle, while enjoying the victory, still has to endure the pain of the wound. He does not want his son to become a so-called hero leader, he just wants his son to live a peaceful life with his own children, free She enjoys the sun, has her own interests, and can find one or a few girls who have experienced a marriage or several broken relationships.
He just wants to make his child an ordinary person. He doesn’t need to worry about his life, he doesn’t need to kill for survival, and he doesn’t need to assume the expectations of millions of people for his responsibility. But how easy is it to do this? This world is the world of zombie, the world of mutant beasts, and even the world of Epoch. It is not the world of his Zhang Xiaoqiang. I don’t know how many life and death are waiting for him, nor how many years will it take to let his children. See that peacetime?
"Let all the sin stop for me, let me bear all the killing, you are responsible for the healthy growth, and open up the leaves for our Old Zhang family..."
Zhang Xiaoqiang stared at the little baby who was bored and biting his toes, and suddenly took a vow in his heart that he would end all the wars and kill all the enemies, whether it is zombie or mutant beasts, no matter what. Whether it is Epoch or other forces, they must be destroyed before his son grows into an adult. No matter how much zombie is killed, no matter how many humans are killed, and no matter how many subordinates are killed, he will bear all the sins. The sword went to kill a real peace.
"Why not hug him, he has been watching you, smiling at you, he likes you..."
The soft voice of Mu Peipei came from her side, her voice with a peculiar rhythm, like a girl reading in the morning, exuding a quiet and peaceful taste, making Zhang Xiaoqiang feel a kind of tranquility from the depths of the soul, turning her head Seeing the gorgeous Mu Peipei staring at her child with her most striking eyes, her delicate white fingers slowly slipped over her son's blown face, some pride, and some indulgence.
"In the future, his name will be called Zhang Ping. Let him stay in peace all his life, instead of struggling all day long like us..."
Zhang Xiaoqiang’s words were very cold, plain like boiled water, Mu Peipei heard the words of Zhang Xiaoqiang, and the expression of love changed slightly, turning his head to look at Zhang Xiaoqiang and saying:
"Aren’t you used to it? Looking at this child feels old?"
Zhang Xiaoqiang sighed a long time, reached out and touched on the Mu Peipei slippery face, looked at her eyes and said:
"The child will be under your control in the future, I will owe you a favor, I know you don’t like me, and I will feel disgusted with me, I will not force you to be with me, as long as you don’t go to find other men , I can never touch you..."
Zhang Xiaoqiang is making a blame for the compensation psychology of Mu Peipei. He wishfully believed that Mu Peipei hated him, and he found Mu Peipei to vent when gathering place retreated, only because of her beauty, the two could not talk about feelings. So there is no relationship between them. Their only bond is the child in front of him. With this child, Zhang Xiaoqiang suddenly discovered the true meaning of life, so he is willing to meet any requirements and expectations of Mu Peipei.
"What do you mean when you say this? When the child was born, you were not there. When you came back, you were in the meeting room. The child and I were waiting for you for a long time from the moment you entered the base, okay? It’s easy to wait for you to come, you don’t want to hug him, and you said these weird things, what do you think of our mother and son? If you don’t want him, I can take him away, so that you can’t see him for a lifetime..."
The loving and peaceful Mu Peipei disappeared, and the distinct, arrogant and stubborn Mu Peipei came back, knocking out the big hands of Zhang Xiaoqiang, and the meal was a bit bitter for Zhang Xiaoqiang. He didn’t know how to explain it or how to talk to Mu Peipei. Communication, he sees that Mu Peipei has always been accommodating to him for the sake of children, and even put down all his face, but his so-called hardship cannot be said, he is afraid that Mu Peipei disagrees that his children can only be a Ordinary people, a Ordinary people Destiny is sad. They will never be able to fully control their own destiny, but the burden of being a man is too heavy. He does not want his children to go his old way.
The anger was a bit stalemate. Zhang Xiaoqiang’s hardship became perfunctory in Mu Peipei. He even thought that Zhang Xiaoqiang didn’t like her son because of his own reasons. When he was born, this sweet baby who smiled sweetly could not get Zhang Xiaoqiang. Father’s love made her rapidly ups and downs almost explode. She seemed to have returned to her childhood, and her father could ignore her because of work. When the father finally retired and was not so busy, she remembered to ease the relationship between the father and the daughter. There is no love anymore, only hate. She also doesn't want her children to go their own way. She wants to give him a completed home and a complete family relationship. Even if she is to be treated with dignity and grievances, Zhang Xiaoqiang actually said these words, leaving her heart cold in an instant Was also irritated.
When Zhang Xiaoqiang saw the anger in Mu Peipei’s eyes, a flash of enlightenment flashed in his heart. If he couldn’t move Mu Peipei, maybe he would never see his son again after today. Mu Peipei seemed to be an angry mother at this time. For the sake of her child, she will go crazy and will attack everything that threatens her child, including him.
"Pepe..."
Zhang Xiaoqiang shouted a nickname for her, but it was not enough to extinguish the anger of Mu Peipei, and then held Mu Peipei's shoulders with both hands, Mu Peipei broke free, and stared at Zhang Xiaoqiang to grind his teeth, if Zhang Xiaoqiang did not say one, two, three, she would never follow She didn't want her children to be reduced to the treatment of ancient descendants, she would fight for her son to be the eldest son.
Zhang Xiaoqiang took a chair and sat next to Mu Peipei, looked at her child with her and said:
"After Doomsday, I don’t know how much life and death I have experienced. Many times I myself believe that I will die. I can’t see the next day’s sun. If I’m not lucky, I can always find the first line of life, and you too I can’t see me, just like this time, in order to rush back to see my son born, I was seriously injured at least three times. There were also a few people killed and zombie, and there were many powerful enemies. I dare not think that I will How many battles do you face~IndoMTL.com~ You can't be so lucky forever. If you are not careful, maybe I will not be there that day. This kind of life is not what I want, but I can't run or hide. I ran, escaped, what about the people who followed me? What about you guys?
I’m afraid you don’t believe it. In fact, I really don’t want to be a leader or a leader. I just want to live with you peacefully, but the whole world is dangerous unless we hide above the moon, as long as If we want to live in this world, we have to face all kinds of dangers and battles. Do you want your son to be like me in the future? "
Zhang Xiaoqiang's heartfelt words touched Mu Peipei slightly. Her previous words finally forced Zhang Xiaoqiang's heart out. Anyway, Mu Peipei is also the mother of his child. Mu Peipei's previous move just didn't want her child to get a father. Love, why would he think that the child has no motherly love? Mu Peipei did not say anything, just stared blankly at Hao'er, Zhang Xiaoqiang was beside her, and when the child woke up from sleep, the two were busy together. Mu Peipei directed Zhang Xiaoqiang to take diapers and hot water towels and deal with the child’s urine. Wet, with Zhang Xiaoqiang's hustle and bustle, he finally resolved the child's bedwetting problem and looked at the child who was drinking milk. Zhang Xiaoqiang wiped off the hot sweat on his head. Suddenly, he looked up at the woman who was feeding the child.
Mu Peipei did not avoid Zhang Xiaoqiang. She pulled her shirt openly to breastfeed her child and found that Zhang Xiaoqiang was staring at her. She couldn’t help but look at Zhang Xiaoqiang. How do you know that Zhang Xiaoqiang simply didn’t look at her chest, just said seriously:
"Thank you so much. I don’t care about my parents. I have never fulfilled my father’s responsibilities. I’m always working alone, and I’ll do whatever you want in the future..."
"He is also my son, who doesn’t distress my son?"